I'm new as a member, but i've been watching this community for a long time now and i love it! I hope i'm welcomed here, 'cause i need your help, and am willing to helping you!

Best regards,
AK

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Hello
I hate my life. Hate my body. I feel stupid writing, but i have no one else to talk to, because no one around me talks about these things. I am not in control. I constantly make excepsions for my self, wich just makes me week, and leaves me feeling stupid og ugly and worst of all....fat. I hate food. But i also love it SOOOO much. I was bulimic once. And i don't want to go back there again. But i would like to stop eating. I don't want to faste, but i like the feeling of hunger and when you wake up in the morning and look down and see you stomach...a little flatter then the day before. There is nothing better that this feeling.

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